e u nice

2006-04-09T00:27:00.000+08:00

i felt so lethargic today. just felt like staying home but i had stuff on so i couldn't.
ballet sucked.

hate days like these.

just got back from a long supper with andrea. dad brought me to meet her. left our handphones and everything aside and we had a good talk! ate alot too. i'm bushed. but there's chinese ca on monday (!!!!) and geog ca on tuesday (!!) and i haven't started studying for either one! (!!!!!!!!!!!) so i should go hit the books now.

yaaaaaawn.

why does it seem so different now

2006-04-06T22:44:00.000+08:00

yaya's post is just.. undescribable haha. and please, that picture of tyra banks is definitely NOT her.

oh, i've uplaoded the cheerleading finals video on you tube! but it's weird man. like, the music plays first, then the actions are like a few seconds later. which basically means, the music and movements don't tally. owell shall try to go edit it. if i still can't then i'll just leave you guys with zahidah's version!

and oh, did you know, i'm so busted.

you always want what you can't have

2006-04-06T21:15:00.000+08:00

YO! YO! YO! ITS THE YA! YA! YA! IN DA HOUSE BLOGGING FOR FATASS EUNICE!!! Do ya' dig? Are you feelin' da heat? What up man, sizzle me!

Okay lah, I don't action cool, like a rapper like that. ANYWAY, syazana, yaya is here to like guest blog for eunice. I am the original guest blogger. You see Nat's guest blog post? WELL, IT IS NOT ORIGNAL OKAY. She kaypoh kaypoh copy me. Yes yes, go kick her ass. HAHA. KIDDING LAH BABE.

So before I properly get on to why I am guest blogging for eunice, lemme promote myself, to all those other eunice's friends. My name is Syazana, people call me yaya. So if you call me syazana, you are an animal.

What do I look like? Okay lah, show you a picture of myself. I shall take my ugliest shot and expose it on eunice's unpopular blog. HAHAHA. Kidding lah!

Yeah. I am sorry, this is how i look like at home. I just woke up, and decided to take a picture of myself. So ugly, I know.

Okay, okay. Sorry. I am so obsessed with myself that I forgot the reason why I am here. Anyway, it has come to my attention that 2 FREAKS tagged on Eunice's blog to say that the other cheerleaders other than Eunice and Nat were like, SAI. SHIT. YES, COME OUT FROM BACKSIDE THAT ONE.

Before you say stupid things like, "The rainman is probably refering to you as the most sai-est cheerleader", she doesn't okay! I was in lime green, mind you. In the middle some more okay! Felt like the captain of the squad. HAHAHAHA. LIKE REAL.

Anyway, how can those two people be sooo insensitive. I am not hurt by it at all. Just insulted that they called us shit. Obviously right? If someone called you shit, would you just sit there, smile and proceed on to meditating? CRAZY.

It is thanks to US, that Eunice was able to be tossed. You think she chicken ah? Can just anyhow fly up!

And it was a two woman show? For god's sake, I know you are actually refering to me right? Get it? Two women show... and I am the size of two women, so its like, MY SHOW.

Hahaha. But for you to say that all the spotlight was on me is just soo mean to my other friends. They practiced equally as hard. Even harder than me, because I am so proffessional I don't need practice.

Insensitive fuckers! (I know Eunice doesn't really use much vulgarities in her blog, so I add it in to give her blog more spice.)

I bet you are one BIG FAT PIG looking at ALL the cheerleaders in awe, because you cannot dance. Because you are jealous. You only look at Natasha and Eunice coz you are a pervert, and their skirts are extra short. Hahaha, kidding lah the two of you..

SPEAKING OF WHICH....

Do you get the feeling that the rainman is lesbian? I think so leh!

I mean, the rainman is obviously a GIRL, actually a woman, coz she has probably reached puberty ready, but she chooses to call herself the rainMAN.

HUMPH. No wonder she likes to criticise my darling cheerleading babes! Its because she has got many deformities herself! Like the fact that she probably has both a breast and a dick. Put it together, and it is what I would like to call a brick.

Confucious once said, "He who puts other's down, is by nature even lower than what he criticizes".

Hahaha, no lah! Confucious never said such a thing! I created it myself, coz I wanted you all to be inspired by my writing or whatsoever.

And and and. SHE CALLED EUNICE CHIO! I mean, who is she trying to kid? Eunice... CHIO? MY FOOT.

Hahahaha. sorry lah. I am just jealous. Eunice is actually really chio, if she doesn't stand next to me. She looks like a piece of rotten chicken meat when compared to me. But if compare to the rest of the whole freaking wide world, then Eunice quite chio. FINE LA. VERY CHIO. happy?

I know this entry is 10X longer than what Eunice usually blogs, but that is my style lah. Hahaha. I am soo tired, and I have got a long day ahead tmr. Including a pep talk by Mrs Kong at 7.15 in the morning. So, ta-ta~

2006-04-05T22:41:00.000+08:00

tag replies>

chelsea: yeah mondays suck. haha! let's go out soon then!
tab: i'll try!
yaya: haha yes well apparently you were supposed to guest blog like a few days ago?! and i love you too hahahaha.
therainman: thanks but i'm sure they're not like ahemsaiahem. anw who're you?!
jamie: hey! man i miss you. we should all go out soon!
alina: hey girl!
charm: super fast! looking forward to it. (: haha. see you at school!

2006-04-05T22:15:00.000+08:00

nat aka natsha hairy arvind just guest blogged! she was supposed to complain about some stuff but apprently she didn't in the end so never mind.

and mrs loy wants those who didn't copy down the answers that day during the free amath period to write a 500 word essay. 500 WORDS IS LIKE SO LONG i'm stuck at what, 74?! hoho.

re-run of the victoria's secret fashion show is now on! so hawtttt. shall go multi-task now.
BYE.

2006-04-05T10:04:00.000+08:00

darrrrling HAIRLESS shitake(=

here i am! decided to guest blog for you. hohoho.
its mt now. but im in the comp lab. and guess where the computer led me to again *wink*

I LESS THAN THREE YOU! <3 4669878697065080

i need you here tonight,
just like the ocean needs the waves

yay.
another beautiful song(=

2006-04-03T23:07:00.000+08:00

monday blues

school was reaaaally sucky.
well some of us had to visit the dentist today. we walked really slowly there and back, so we managed to miss a bit of geog and math! reminds me of the other time when val, nut and i stayed in the handicapped toilet cubicle for one whole period 'cos by the time we finished recess it was pretty late already so we didn't wanna go back to class. haha.

anyhoo. got our math papers back and i am so sure i could've done better ): there's chem ca tomorrow and i don't feel prepared. makes me wonder why i'm still here blogging.

ugh there's alot of misunderstandings between my class and another now just because of some dumb competition. ): we didn't copy and i didn't laugh at anyone of you seriously. my words're probably falling on deaf ears now but i really can't understand why there's so much hatred.

ignorance is bliss cherish it
pretty neighbourhoods you learn
to much to hold
believe it not
and fight the tears
with pretty smiles and lies about the times

sighithurtstoknowyoudon'tcare..whathappenedtothefuntimesweusedtohaveduringclasses?youjustbrushmeoffwithablinkofaneyenow.

2006-04-02T22:37:00.000+08:00

tag replies>
val: hello i'm not psycho?! haha. and you're welcome! love you.
anonymous: thanks! but the performance wouldn't have been good without any one of them.. all of them were really good too.
alina: hey! thanks. yay bubble tea!
avril: i don't mind going. i'll text or im you soon for the details!
stef: thanks!! yeah i did ): owell.
chelsea: thanks cheeeeeese! haha i wouldn't have been able to do it without the help of nat, jaz and all.
nad: hey! yeah i'm glad i'm okay too haha. sigh i really hope it isss nonsense!
jamie: HEY! THANKS!!!
kyra: HEY KYRA! yeah it did. thanks alot (:
xiaoxuan: HELLO YOU!
yaya: yeah i guess we really did deserve it. haha.
tab: i don't care my stone's bigger than yours!

sometimes, you start to blog a post half-way
and then you realize that what you wanted to say is really not that pertinent after all; that people might not want to read it. or more likely, you dont want people to read it.
thus you waste a minute of your life typing shit like this.

i didn't like the photographer today he speaks chinese. and to make things worse, he speaks chinese with a lisp. but other than that i thought everything else was cool.

eerie whispers trapped beneath my pillow
won't let me sleep, your memories
i know you're in this room,
i'm sure i heard you sigh
floating in between
where our worlds collide

don't you have a mind of your own?

2006-04-02T21:47:00.000+08:00

31 march
[sorry if the pictures at the bottom're a bit small, you can always click to enlarge them haha.]
3e3 06!

champions (:
vaaaaal

after the movie we sat at this place to eat gelato. then we decided take pictures really supid ones!

VAL, HOW DARE YOU.

bollywood star wannabes

and all that made us happy!

2006-04-01T11:51:00.000+08:00

tag replies>
yaya: gosh you have nothing better to do! hahaha
zr: hahah i'm sure it isn't that bad.
geri: i don't want to i already went for the workshop last year! haha.
alina: hey! thanks! all the best to your class too.
zan: thank you so much zan, for everything! and my head's better (:
serene: HEY! yeah we totally rocked huh. and i'm feeling better, thanks!
quraisha: alright i'll relink you! and thanks!
lyn: thanks!! (: i like your class tee.
charm: thank you charmaine!
rach: really? thank you!!! (:
mag: thanks maggggg! and come on it's only a split! hahaha. you can do it (:
anonymous: whatever

2006-04-01T11:07:00.000+08:00

it's pretty wasted that april fool's falls on a saturday this year. anyhow, we had sports day yesterday and..
WE'RE THE CHAMPIONS FOR INTER-CLASS CHEERLEADING! all our hardwork and effort has finally paid off. it's our final year having inter-class cheerleading and it's deifinitely a great way to end it off (: i'll upload the video here once it's done at youtube. for sports we didn't exactly fair fantastically, but i'm sure we'll do much better next year! this year was pretty messy. go 3/3! i really like you guys.

well i fell on thursday during cheer practice. we were trying to do a simple lift and jump into the air and then i jumped too far back, and there weren't enough people at the back so i landed on the ground head first. i think i blacked out for about like 5 seconds and soon everyone was pulling me up, pulling my hair clips and hair tie out, shoving the ice pack on my head, wiping all the tears and perspiration off, and some just laughed(ahem serene). hahaha.

went to the sick bay after that and we continued practising after school. the headaches kept coming back so i went to the doctor at night and i was so scared ): but thank God nothing was wrong!! the doc said i was close to hitting the sensitive area on the neck which would leave me like paralysed. whoaaaaa i'm so glad everything's fine. thanks everyone for the wishes and esp the 3/3-osssss for helping me! you have no idea how much the extra people added to stand at the back meant to me, although i know i wouldn't jump that far back again.

anyway, we still managed to do the toss during the competition ytd despite what happened. and for some people who couldn't really see, it definitely was not a trust fall.
sigh and i have no idea why some people from other classes dislike us so much. come on, we're all in the same school, can't we just be happy and not get so bitchy or angry over this friendly competition? it's only a difference of 1st and 2nd position. just a stupid trophy..

caught dorm after that and i don't like that show it's so boring and unscary. what a waste of money, but i must say his ghost friend's really cute (:

STOP this whole fiasco
CHEER if you're a 3-o
ROCK go with the flow
FIGHT 3/3 let's go!
(:

argh i can't seem to upload the photos ): never mind another day.
bye now!

2006-03-27T23:07:00.000+08:00

our trainings on monday're with the rec team and i don't like it. ):

my dad's so irritating.

and so is syazana the fat ass!
hahaha

eeeeeeeeeeewwwwwwwwwww i hate school

2006-03-26T22:47:00.000+08:00

tag replies>
alina: oh bubble tea rocks.
anon: huh?
manda: HELLO!
yaya: YES WOMAN WE CAN DO IT!
qu: haaaa i don't know lah. ): some people think we are, sadly. anyway thanks!
stef: ooooh okay. i heard v for vendetta is good! natalie portman wheeetwheet.
can: hey! yeah i like it too.. and thank you so much!
tab: hahahaha yeah i right i bet you just kept quiet. and yes i knew it was by teddy geiger! i just said it sounded like jack johnson..
ber: sigh it's okay. see you soon!
nicola: alright i will! you take care too.
cherm: why didn't it happen! that's so sad ): and yeah i had fun too!

had cheerleading prac just now and we ate so many pieces of pizza and chicken for dinner ):

sigh my L1R5 this term is horrible.
screw chinese, geog and chem ):

our english project is due tomorrow and we haven't completed it.
argggggh
i dislike school and i totally cannot wait to get my phone back this wednesday.

it's sad to know that a week packed with sucky activites awaits you.

all my complaints shrink to nothing
i'm ashamed of all my somethings
she's glad for one day of comfort
only because she has suffered

):

2006-03-25T23:49:00.000+08:00

this's basically what made my saturday night so filled with love and meaning.

it's really awesome to know true friends do exist.
i love you meeeeerrrrrrm. and everyone out there who has a special place in my heart. i'm sure you know who you are (:

so far away

2006-03-24T23:47:00.000+08:00

yves saint laurent

tabitha tan has no sense of direction at all.
we had tuition todaaaaaay and like after much walking we finally got into the lift. i pressed 24 and then when we reached the 24th level, i was like "THIS is the house right"? and then tab was like "no no no it's this one! aye ok no no it should be that one haha."
SO, i pressed the doorbell and suddenly this small girl came out. and i was thinking, i don't remember her daughter being this.. big! but i just said hello anyway. THEN her mom came out and i was like OH MY GOD WHO IS THIS D: "oooooops sorry sorry i think we got the wrong house!!!!!!!" and tabitha tan just stood there without even helping me to apologise.
AFTER THAT! we figured that we were at the wrong level, so we went down to 23. wrong. then 25. wrong then 22. then IIIII finally said, "HEY I THINK WE'RE AT THE WRONG BLOCK!!!" and then we both burst out laughing.
i really feel like slapping that girl sometimes HAHAHAHA okay i'm kidding (:

the teacher at tns today SO reminds me of JAY from ANTM! seriously. his name's nixem or something like that, he's so gay and.. funny!
he kept "brokebacking" here and there. he wore this super low cut shirt and super short shorts. super kinky. hahahahahaha.
nixem: pulls shirt "aiyoh i shouldn't have worn this shirt now i'm making all the boys distracted!"
just came back from supper with some of them and it was a little.. funny. ohwellllll.

i'm tired.
good night!

2006-03-23T23:21:00.000+08:00

tag replies>
zr: haha 10 mins IS longer!
tab: yup i'll be changing it soon (:
chelsea: WEDNESDAY WEDNESDAY! i can't wait lah. yay!
nadirah: yes it seems awfully long! ): owell. stupid school rules.
banana: i haven't talked to you in so long! i hope everything's been fine (: love you too!
geri: gosh she's talking rubbish, seriously! haha. and i bet you're SOOOO much more flexible than me you you you gymnast! :D
chermain: owell guess we just have to live with it.
stefanie: haha really?! what's it about? and are they like really hot in the show? hahaha

they say absence makes the heart grow fonder. well i think it's really true.
after that quarrel with my parents i felt so lonely and crappy plus my brother didn't reply my messages! that made me feel even worse. ):
anyhow, he just called and it's so comforting to hear his voice. it's nice to hear someone giving you advice instead of always hearing yourself give advice to other people.
not that i'm a counsellor or whatever, but i guess that's what i have been doing quite a bit recently due to the pretty high rate of friendship problems occuring. S: owell.

darrrn the a math st today was like undescribable! i mean, my mind just blanked out. it's really scary! i hope i'll be able to get a good pass.

and yes OUR CLASS and 3/8 GOT INTO THE FINALS FOR CHEERLEADING! [congrats 3/3 (: our hard work has paid off!] which i believe, is because of our hardwork and effort, not because any of the judges were biased or whatever. i don't know why some of the classes/people find that we're arrogant.. is it really true that we're arrogant or is it just that they're sore losers? i'm not sure. please get your facts right. i think ___ was the one being all over-confident and arrogant before the competition..... okay never mind i don't want to start!
whatever it is, every sec 3 class did well and hopefully there'll be no more rumours about us or sniggers made at us anymore.

i felt like crap after recess today.
i couldn't find my ss worksheets and file evaluation for ss was today! argh. and i really dislike miss ho! i've also concluded that mrs ngin is reaaaally nice just a bit too motherly at times!

i like the bubble tea aunty she's so so sweet
like the very green drink i drank today
mmm :9
hahahahahaha okay i can't rhyme.

and i'm off.

sorry for leaving without a word

2006-03-22T23:56:00.000+08:00

yesterday was a sucky day.

met mdm lenny today and thank god i still can get my phone back on the 29th and not on the 3rd.

owell gotta go rush out my newspaper article now!

sigh.

2006-03-20T21:53:00.000+08:00

eeeew i think school sucked today.

the first lesson of the day starts 5 mins later now, which means school will end 5 mins later ):
don't know why but somehow 5 mins seems really long!

and mdm lenny justtt told me today that i can only get my phone back on the 29th march.
awfuhweovihjrjguy4w05tu094u32finsovasfuhaoseif!!!
and and mrs kong found out that i took my sim card out before it got confiscated. gosh i was so scared when she asked me to open the back of my phone and show her the sim card! ohwell. it feels really bad to lie.

our training days are on the same days as the rec team now and i find it's getting really slack!
bleargh i hope we'll win next year.

i am so sure this week will just get better with all the tests and homework piling up.
shitttz.

2006-03-19T19:42:00.000+08:00

can't really decide on a new url and i don't know whether i should change from blogger to xanga or livejournal.

went to study with nut today after morning service and she is full of shit! haha.

school starts tomorrow ):

i cannot wait to get my phone back on friday.

2006-03-18T23:21:00.000+08:00

I CAN'T WAIT FOR SO YOU THINK YOU CAN DANCE TO PREMIERE! (:(:

today was quite sucky.
felt so lethargic although i had 11 hours of sleep last night. owell

photos!

well we took this 3 jump photos with serene's camera :D so much better than the ones i posted before right! haha.

before cheer competition (: valllly is so burnt haha.

thursday night (:

okay goooodbye!

how do i explain this feeling that i feel

2006-03-17T23:32:00.000+08:00

i think the cheerleading competition today totally kicked ass! and no offence, but i must say some of the sec 1 and 2 classes this year're kinda.. bad. i mean, looking at the way they do things, i'm really worried of what's going to happen to tk's school spirit. ): owell. anyhow.
we took a video of our routine and i shall try to upload it here soon once it's done at utube!
haha all of us did our best and screamed real hard, i really hope we get into finals (:
go thrrreeeeeos

last night was quite bummed.

annabanana stayed over (nut was supposed to too! but i dont know what happened :[)and i think it's because we gossipped late into the night that's why we were both late to meet our friends for cheer practice the next morning before the competition.. ha.

well anywaycabbed all the way to zouk and it was so crowded! waited and waited and then we wanted to go in but cher and nut had to go home so we decided not to go ): so we went to eat. darn what a wasted trip. okay never mind i shall stop complaining.
so yeah banana came over and she's a nice girl :D BUT I'M NICER HAHAHAHA ok kidding.

there's like Snow at church today but i couldn't go cos i had ballet! ):
and i felt so tired at ballet. sheeesh it's gonna be so hard to score for valse premptimp! gotta start working even harder now exam's on the 21st april! S:

shit it's friday already and i've still got so much homework!
i just can't seem to settle down and complete it. badbadbadbad argh i hate this.

haaa i think it's time for a new blog url and skin.

and every night
there's a new crowd
but it's alwas you i'm singing about
there is only one these words are going out to
i'm all about you
aaron carter's voice sucks in this but the song's got me in a daze.

sick and tired of always being sick and tired

2006-03-16T16:33:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY BIG BRO!
you may be bald and and untidy and unfunny but i still love you alot (:
well train hard and study hard while at army okay!

cheer practice today was good!
i hope our hard work pays off. haha and while waiting for nuttt to bring us the shirt we tried taking some in-the-air photos
but because ahem athifah wasn't a good photographer (hahaha), all the pictures turned out blur! except the ones we took with serene's camera.
well i'll upload those soon but for now here are the lousy ones! HAHA

WE DIDN'T JUMP AT THE RIGHT TIME!

SYAZANA didn't jump at the right time! (look at yaya's stupid face)

this is too blur! (yaya has another stupid face)

WE JUMPED AT THE WRONG TIME! (and yaya still has another stupid face)

see what i mean by lousy. hahaha.

2006-03-15T23:37:00.000+08:00

shoutouts>
cheney: what have the people in church become? you should ask yourself that man.
alexa: HAHA yes now i can't stop laughing when i see you too! :D
someone: what?
.....: dxo might get raided? hoho okay.
zr: NO MUFFINS! hahahaha
chermain: i don't think so! i'm not free that day ):
ally: HAHA i wanna go! but i don't think i'll be free argh.
germ: haha yea! well he still looks the same.

today was a busy day! haha. and naima looks so hot in today's last episode of antm.

tns class last night was pretty cool!
second class was a bit scary though. haha. made new friends! (:

went to school at SEVEN today for cheer and there's practice tomorrow again.
man i really hope we winnnnn!

zouk tomorrow yay.
i'll try to get some photos up!

2006-03-13T22:27:00.000+08:00

dinner at sakae with banana and nat and jam
then we did loadssss of walking and i'm so tired now.
and by the way jamie, i hope you're feeling much better!

cheerleading tmr morning! i hope it'll be productive like the last time (:
and then i've got tennis!
and then classes at tns!
i thought we would be starting with hip hop classes or something but instead we're having looking your best through the camera
and personal grooming and presentation tomorrow.
i'm scared! i don't know anyone there ): owell.

will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?

2006-03-13T12:10:00.000+08:00

zouk
thursday
16 march

CALL ME!

shopping shopping shopping!
with nutttt and annnnnabanana and valentinnnnno later hahahaha

okay i shall go hit the books now
GOODBYE!

2006-03-12T21:58:00.000+08:00

we had some sandwich making competition at church today and everthing was so messy!
but i guess it was pretty alright. haha

the first thenextstage academy lesson will be this tuesday!
quite scared.

tomorrow will be a better day.

~~sometimes i just wish that a car would knock me down when i'm crossing the road. sometimes, just sometimes.~~
but the night brought sparks and the sparks brought flames

2006-03-11T23:29:00.000+08:00

and his name is "grant FOKYERDODDER"

cheer practice this morning was quite cool! though i only stayed for a while.
at least we're improving (: GO 3e3!

the performance went quite okay! a little messy but.. passable (:

then after that met up with val and nat and i waited so longggggg for their cab to come! grrr. well we got the cloth from plaza sing then went over to lido and we caught date movie! i find it funny!! :D "just imagine this carrot with 4 pounds of hair" hahaha.
but hmm i think it would've been better if they had the other 4 scary movie writers.
had dinner at pastamania after that and i got sooo stuffed.

haha today was fun! and i guess the movie made most of my day.

look at them, so vain hahaha

had a small talk with the cell leader last night and i guess we've cleared some misunderstandings. i really do hope i'll put in the effort to draw closer to God.

anyhow i hope everyone enjoys their march holidays! (:

2006-03-10T23:45:00.000+08:00

oh yes! there'll be a small hip hop performance by the crestar girls tomorrow!
there'll be street jazz and something else but most of the girls from
my class're doing hip hop so if you wanna come check it out,
our performance will be.. 230 at tampines mall! outside macs. (:
if you're around that area you can drop by! but if you're not, don't, cos it's only about 2 mins long so yeaaaa.

gonna have cheer practice before that and after the performance we'll be going to plaza sing to get cloth! well at least there's something to smile about. (:

please stop all that

2006-03-10T22:39:00.000+08:00

oh look what you've done

ngin: blah blah.. chilanase.. enzyme.. blah blah.. hmm what is so interesting underneath ah? stares
me: looks up
ngin: walks over hmm really! what's so interesting down there?
me: shit. looks over at nat
ngin: walks even closer now
me: didn't know what to do so starts grinning at nat
ngin: let's see what's underneath your table? what's so interesting?
nat and me: sits properly with legs close
ngin: why're both of your legs like that? open them up, come on, what exactly is there?
nat and me: stares at each other
ngin: come on!
nat and me: opens legs
ngin: ahhha. i see.. grabs handphones, nervous laughter. girls..
me: shit shit shit
ngin: leaves the phones on the teacher's table girls.. i'm very disappointed, i didn't expect.. i'm so disappointed i.. have nothing to say. sob.. sniffle..

well i'm really guilty for having let mrs ngin down. ):
when nat and i went to her to apologise, she kept tearing and kept saying that she cares for us and's really disappointed with us. and she just had to bring up the fact that both of us're in the class com. gaaaarrh.
mrs kong gave us a pep talk after that and i felt so sad. not so much because my phone was taken away, but because of making mrs ngin break down and letting her and mrs kong down.
~~at least i was quick enough to get my sim card out!~~

okay that's basically how my phone was taken away ): i'll only be able to get it back in 2 weeks time and i'm missing it already! ohhhhh vellll.

2006-03-08T22:11:00.000+08:00

the match we umpired today was sooo long.
and lyn, i hope you're feeling better now. don't feel sad anymore, it's not your fault! these things happen.

here're the results! well i think we could've done better. but anyway, congrats to us!
now we've got to start training real hard for next year and do our seniors/teachers/coaches/everyone proud and not make the same mistakes that we did this year and last year's c div!
girls
1st - ijtp
2nd - mgs
3rd - rgs
4th - tkgs (:

boys
1st - ri
2nd - acsi
3rd - cat high
4th - ac barker

miss pang didn't come for ballet so we did lots of one by one work. and hip hop too!
can't really seem to concentrate these days.. okay i shouldn't get started cos i'll probably start feeling all down again.

who's free on the 13th! message me?

alright antm on teevee now goodbye.

2006-03-07T22:21:00.000+08:00

school's been pretty irritating. i don't know why i think that way, maybe it's the work, or maybe it's the friends.. oh whatever. shan't elaborate here because i don't see a need for everyone to know.

my brother's finally completed his bmt! 12 days leave. (: it's nice to know that there's one more man in the house now! somehow i feel more secure and.. happy! :D

okay i'm off!

can't to talk to you in the same way anymore

2006-03-06T21:40:00.000+08:00

we lost to RGS today. that makes us 4th in the inter-schools tournament.
well i don't have much to say, all i can think about now is to
train hard and do much better next year. i'm sure we can do it! go tk!

and the fact that you never know who's reading your blog is really scary.
maybe i should get a password! but passwords're pretty troublesome so.. uh forget it.

holidays're next week and i'm really looking forward to the break from all the school work, school teachers, school rules, school papers and what not. i'm gonna miss my friends though! hopefully there'll be more time for recreational stuff during the hols. but then again i guess it's the holidays that you make an effort to catch up with school work, so i guess that's what i'm gonna do! but if there's any party or outing or whatever please call me i'll be glad to go!!!

a certain friendship has got me thinking recently, whether or not i should leave things as it is or make an effort to salvage it. well i guess when you're so irritated with someone all you see in that person is his/her bad points. but it just takes that person to do one thing, be it to give you a smile or to drop you a message to make you regret what you did. maybe i was too harsh. maybe i should've been more understanding.. did i always think that i was always right? was i very domineering? sometimes i really wish i was an introvert because at times i think i talk too much and say unnecessary things.

succccccckkkkssssssss.

can't seem to trust anyone..

i've got 99 problems ~~but~~ and a bitch ~~ain't~~ is one

2006-03-05T21:46:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY CHELSEA!!! 040306 (:
sorry i'm one day late, i didn't get to blog yesterday!
well well we've been friends since.. nursery and we didn't even know! hahaha. i miss sitting beside you in class.. anyhow, stay cute and friends forever girl (;

now let's talk about yesterday!

went for ballet and we're almost done with the performance this saturday. pheeew very relieved. after that headed for town to meet chels cherm and tofu! had dinner at marche and boy did we eat alot! we reached there at about 645 and only left at 1020 or so. and the bill was like 106 hahaha. well THANK YOU CHERM AND CHEEEEESY (: and chelsea pua i hope you liked the cake!

tofu came to sleepover after that and we ate so much again! talked and ate and watched teeveee and then we finally went to sleep feeling all stuffed. nat came over in the afternoon. did some cheerleading and then shopping. ha. well nat we got nice cabbieeeeeees this time huh? hurhur

right now i'm quite irritated because i uploaded yesterday's dinner's pictures into my comp but my comp's internet isn't working, so i came over to use my bro's comp but the camera's battery is dead so i can't load the pictures here! eee never mind.

photos another day.

so long for now!

2006-03-03T23:58:00.000+08:00

stop crying your heart out

i hope we go shopping this sunday.
retail therapy, i neeeeeed

went to VJC for the sports heats after school today. i guess 3e3 did okay but we could've done better! hmm felt reaaaally bored and i didn't feel like going home so val and i headed for parkway. we thought we'd only stay for a while but in the end.. we had dinner and everything there.

something cropped up when we wanted to leave and it really scared me. well it really showed me how important the role of a friend is in life.
and right now i don't know whose side to be on because i don't exactly know the full full story so i shall stay neutral. but anyhow, know that i'll always be there to give you a listening ear alright? you totally scared us today and we all were and still are so worried for you girl! it pains all of us to see you like this.. please cheer up! don't do anything foolish, it's not worth it.

it's nice to know that all the aunties and uncles in the public do care.

my moods've been like fluctuating so often, i cannot stand it.
maybe i'm just too tired. eeeee

2006-03-03T22:17:00.000+08:00

happy birthday 3e3!
we had cake. a big one. (:

told you so!

us.

nat, jazz, me and val at the canteen!

caught in the act HAHA

baby room! go figure.

2006-03-02T21:11:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY CHERMAINE!
we're in different classes now! but all the memories of the fun times i
had with you still remain crystal clear in my head. you've always been there
whenever i needed a listening ear and always telling me stories about perth!
don't you just love that country.. =P haha i really do hope that we'll continue keeping in touch.
although it's kinda hard to find time to look for each other every now and then,
but we will try yes? take loads of care, I LOVE YOU! mwwaaaaahh (:

and oh. happy 15th birthday to you too jazreel! (: hope you enjoyed your day!

this was taken when we were like sec 1?! haha

hohoho sisters?

-
well semis was today and we played against mgs.
tough match, we lost. pretty disappointing.. but i guess everyone tried really hard. cheer up people! it was a well fought match.

just talked to tofu just now and i think we did quite badly for today's heats.
sigh the two relays were really disappointing! i was looking forward to run on sports day.
sigh, why must there be semis and why must victoria fall sick TODAY!
owell never mind. there's always next year, and hopefully we'll win cheerleading! anyhow, 3/3's birthday is TOMORROW! yay. i like the cake syik yaya khai and i chose yesterday. (:

i was so tired today that i was really moody especially in the morning!
really sorry if i offended anyone ): especially the people sitting around me!
and tabitha tan. hurr

whatever tomorrow brings

2006-03-01T22:21:00.000+08:00

and it feels so cruel, yeah
a million tears won't change the fact that
i find it hard to play the game
when i feel like i'm the one to blame

i know parents try very hard to understand, but sometimes they understand in a very different way and it really sucks. i didn't mean it that way and i'm not a sour grape. do you really think i'm so selfish? i know you're trying to correct me but will you please not put words into my mouth? yes i know you are really understanding but please don't get carried away and think that you have the ability to read my mind. you think that i'm not upset about not _____? well you're wrong. i got enough frustration from that already and now, you thinking that i'm a sore loser makes me feel even more irritated and hurt. someday, just someday i'm going to show you _____________.

now i really regret not..
SHEESH
23958ryhfhsesd#*(&(*%&#(*&(*SAHDFDIHHRIUFHWhdsafuygwayiuga2q7twF987359bASUBiouG!

right now the last thing i need is getting accused by someone else.
i thought you trusted me. sometimes i really wanna tell you about your bad points like how you tell me mine. but i can't see myself doing so because i get quite hurt when you tell me what i should or should not do (some of the things that i do, you think it's mean, when i actually mean no harm whatsoever) and i don't want you to feel the same way as i.

release of a level reults today.
well i guess my bro did okay but i know he could've done better. whatever it is, know that we're all behind you. okay? <33

2006-03-01T21:31:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY BERNITA!

i really didn't forget, i promise you. well i hope you had a great day! our friendship has had its ups and downs but i'm glad that most of the understandings are sorta cleared now. you get really lame and hyper almost all the time and sure bring alot of noise before we enter the studio for dance! haha. friends forever yeah and God bless. love you!

2006-03-01T10:41:00.000+08:00

jazreel brought marshmallows again today!
if marshmallows caused people to be very hairy i'd probably be very very hairy now 'cos we've all eaten so many marshmallows esp ahem yaya.

anyway we're doing cheerleading now (: and everyone was sleeping during lit!
sorry mrs loe.

i love my chums.

i hope you don't mind
i hope you don't mind
that i put down in words
how wonderful life is
now you're in the world

2006-02-28T22:12:00.000+08:00

i wonder why some people want to end their lives. seems like many teens have suicidal thoughts these days and i really wonder whether it's because they want attention, or whether it's because they feel really depressed.

but whatever it is, it really worries me when my friends get all depressed and think of killing themselves. but then again, we're only 15, how depressing can life get? we've got our parents to feed us and although school may get really stressful and tiring, we've all our friends, teachers and counsellors to help us. life is precious and we should really treasure it!!! whatever happens, know that it's all part of God's wonderful plan for you. (:

YOU YOU YOU please cheer up okay!

sigh.

i can't seem to stand the way you think you know a lot of things at times

2006-02-27T21:47:00.000+08:00

if this isn't love
this is the closest i've ever been
do you think we have a chance tonight?
as streetlights sing on audrey's song
wow anberlin songs are really getting into me. <<3333

i'm missing tennis and ballet already. ): i wonder how has tennis trainings been.. ):
anyhow, i haven't exactly been exercising and now i feel like a big blob of fat.
i hope the wound would heal faster!

and i couldn't go for the high jump and trip jump heats today because of my stupid toe too ):
i feel like i've let the class down.

got back the lit and geog paper today. i have to work so much harder for geog! i managed to pass the recent paper, but i still failed overall. this is not acceptable i have to work harder! and yes chinese too i think i'm like going to start watching chinese news (!!!!!!!!!!!). okay maybe not.

chem paper tomorrow. i hope it will go fine! but i think i'll still fail overall anyway 'cos i failed the last CA. how sad.

desperate housewives now
goodbye!

2006-02-26T22:27:00.000+08:00

when you told me that you loved me
were those just words?
you can't tell me you don't need me
and i know that hurts
i'm looking at your picture
cause its all i've got
maybe one day you and me will have
one more shot

it's so nice to hear my brother's voice at home and he bought me a tote! (:

and i changed my cell number too. those who haven't got it, let me know and i'll drop you a message! (:

school's gonna be pretty alright this week because there's only one CA which is chem!!! maybe that explains my good and relaxed mood :D and the doc gave me a letter which excuses me to wear slippers to school! but i think it's so extra i'll probably just try to stuff my fat foot with the extra fat toe into the school shoe tomorrow aha.

goodbye people!

2006-02-26T01:08:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY LYN!

you've been a great friend and listening ear all this while! you never fail to make my heart drop at some of the things you do. for example when you went to pick up that girl's bottle on the road when the bus was about to move. haha. anyway, friends forever okay i love you many! <3333

2006-02-26T00:47:00.000+08:00

e u nice/- singing without tongues, screaming without lungs says:
i don't know how to blog. i think i've got problems penning down my thoughts

'yaya--hearts ---herself
go blogger, create post, then publish lor
what are you thinking?

'yaya--hearts ---herself
oh, i know what you mean... you wanna say something but you wanna say it subtly because you are afraid people will know what you are blogging about

'yaya--hearts ---herself
but you dunno how to express it as subtly as you can

'yaya--hearts ---herself
right?

'yaya--hearts ---herself
right?

e u nice/- singing without tongues, screaming without lungs
yeah something like that.

'yaya--hearts ---herself
eh, so idiotic

'yaya--hearts ---herself
i expect your reaction to be 'YAH YAH! THAT IS EXACTLY HOW I FEEL!"

e u nice/- singing without tongues, screaming without lungs
and also at times.. i feel.. i feel many feelings and i dont know how im feeling so i'll just be like forget it im not going to blog anymore even though i want to

'yaya--hearts ---herself
then just blog about something else

'yaya--hearts ---herself
like your day and whatever you did

'yaya--hearts ---herself
or... you can copy and paste this convo to tell whoever is reading your blog about how you feel

'yaya--hearts ---herself
i would do that
HAHAAH

e u nice/- singing without tongues, screaming without lungs
haha okay maybe i should do that

e u nice/- singing without tongues, screaming without lungs
THANK YOU YAYA I LOVE YOU!

i've been so irregular for youth. well i think i've let the people at church down. from God, to the leaders, friends..
got a call from the cell leader just now and.. sheesh couldn't my stupid mouth have said something better.

okay there're so many things on my mind i'll just be

gone.

2006-02-25T13:33:00.000+08:00

so then we met sophia faye and tabi after school! (:

we took this on the bus and i think it's so cute HAHA

i miss you girls so ):

what a happy v day (:
haha okay i'm sorry i'm only posting the photos so late! i'll upload the !smash'd photos soon :D

2006-02-25T13:05:00.000+08:00

i just had the the disgusting ingrown toe nail removed!
i'm so glad it didn't hurt except for the first two injections of anasthetic (sp?!) i was so scared like squeezing my dad's hand away ouch ouch what a wuss haha

well i have an uber big bandaged toe now and i have to wear slippers to school eeew disgusting and i can't do ballet or play tennis or jump around and blah blah blah which suckssss. guess i'll just be sitting in for ballet later and i hope i'll still be able to go like shopping tomorrow!!

okay yaya's disgusting narcissistic photos of herself are coming up!
brace yourself. and i really pity syik cos i'm sure she was forced by yaya to become a camera whore hahahahaha

one word for all the photos: eeeeew
i think i'm so kind because i only put the nicer COUGHCOUGH photos of yaya here and not the ~~uglier ones~~

HAHAHAHA

okay i just realised i can't like upload pictures more than one time
never mindddd i'll blog more photos in the next post haha!

2006-02-25T00:26:00.000+08:00

i'm finally updating again. haven't been coming online at night because i figured that i should really spend the time i use on the computer doing shit stuff to study instead.

we had our amath spring and ss ca today! both went pretty alright. okay i think i'm having quite high expectations for math and amath now and i'm really disappointed with the marks i got this term! rarrh never mind i shall work harder.

i hope 3/3 did fine for heats today!

went to watch pink panther with tabi and vernnnon and yao zhong today and that show is like.. pure slapstick. but it really gets you cracked up at some parts like the I WOULD LIKE TO BUY A HAMBURGER part :D and oh NA NA THAI anyone?

hahaha okay
photos NOW

val tofu and nat with the cupcake sab baked!

happy people

sharing the pineapple

ooh 3/3

val and greedy yayaaaa

okay i just tried uploading all the narcissistic shots of yaya but it FAILED
and i'm really tired i think i'll upload them another day sorry!

stop crying your heart out

2006-02-21T10:56:00.000+08:00

okay i just finished copying 2 chem worksheets and i still have 5 more ):
it's like miss ho just suddenly wants to collect allll the worksheets and all of us just realised we haven't done so many worksheets so yes we're all so busy copying now! gak.

mdm lenny is so sdugfwefnnfoshif we missed out like 5 mins of the spring test this morning cos we were talking. like bfnovjriovjioerjt there were other people who were talking too okay! but thank God there was still time to finish the paper.

woooohooo okay i gotta go help out with cheerleading now bye bye bye!

2006-02-19T18:25:00.000+08:00

i don't understand why you

have to always be gone

i get along but

your trips always feel so long

and i find myself trying to stay by the phone

cause your voice always helps me

to not feel so alone

yesterday was quite a rush day haha.
!smash'd was pretty boring except for the dance items, the beatbox guy and ronin :D but well i met many people there! and i had a good time with some of the 3e3ossssss. yeaaah.
i'll probably upload the photos when i have the time! i've yet to upload the v day photos heh.

eeeee there's chinese tomorrow and i have to do that 3 minutes presentation thing i am so SCARED ): some more my chinese class's like combined with other classes and i don't even know some of the people darn chinese sucks doesn't it.

anyway thankfully there's only 3 tests/cas this week! a math spring test, geog ca (!!!!) and s.s (!!!!!). okay i'm quite screwed for geog i haven't started studying and christina khoo says it's gonna be even more difficult than the previous ca DDD: oh poooooo

went for the next stage acdaemy thing today. well cos we were sorta asked to do a survey by this lady the other day at orchard and then after that the guy called so i went down today and they accepted me cos they said they're like looking for dancers and.. blah blah. hoho i think it's quite exciting. they've got many classes in the contract thingy! singing, dancing, acting, theatre works, modelling, etiquette, basically whatever things that're need for an artiste (or so they say)!

you gave me a smile that i could never forget

2006-02-17T21:12:00.000+08:00

it's friday! guess who's back (;

the tests this week were pretty alright. but i expected to do better for a math! the mark that i got is just.. not acceptable. geog too. oh well i have to study harder.

tabitha tan xin ci came over today and we decided to make our own popcorn HAHA
so i followed her instructions while she just sat there holding the fruit basket and covering her face with it everytime i screamed. haha but i guess i can't blame her for being SO helpful cos she doesn't know how to do anything but eat.

okay acjc's funorama tomorrow afternoon then !smash'd by temasek sec at downtown east with the 3/3eos at night (:

i haven't uploaded the photos we took on v day yet ):
i promise it'll be up soon! you've yet to see all the photos syazana took of herself EEEW (hahaha yayaaaaa)

2006-02-14T22:41:00.000+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!

celebrating v day in tk's very fun (: i was so tired in the morning but seeing everyone running around with flowers, sweets, chocolates/whatever sweet stuff screaming and shouting and hugging and squealing made my day. love was all around woohoo :D

hmm but i guess getting back our geog ca today kinda spoiled our moods a bit. geog was like the first period and we were told that only FOUR people in our class passed. well christina khoo says it's the lowest passing rate she's ever come across man. i think that's quite.. sad.

met soph and faye after school! it was great catching up with them. (: i'm really glad to have friends like these. not only them, but also the people from 2/1, the church people and everyone else. from ballet friends to tennis friends, p school friends to random friends around, thank you for being my friend. (:

we took alot of photos today! stupid ones and nice ones. i wanted to upload them but i thought it would take pretty long so yes i'll upload them here another day.

you know i think just a single smile can brighten up my day. or at least a few minutes of my day.
a smile's a curve that sets things straight, that's what they say.

shoutouts>
[joel] helloooooo (;
[val] MY GOODNESS I RMBR US TALKING ABOUT THAT HAHA
[alina and zan] HEY! happy v day to you too! (:
[faizal] haha whatever =P anyway, happy v day to you too!
[candice] yup i rmbr now. happy v day!
[mag] thanks (: happy valentine's day!
[zr] i'm so sorrrrrry! my gprs's spoilt so i like couldn't retrieve the mms? sorry sorrry ): anyway thank you!
[cherm] YEAH I KNOW! and same to you my dear (: i love you!
[faye] haha great day today huh. take loads of care alright love love.
[jx and xx] HEY!! see you guys at school (:

GOOD NIGHT!

2006-02-13T20:41:00.000+08:00

i just saw this personality test thing on andrea's blog and i think it's accurate!
go check it out (:
http://www.drawahouse.com/

Based on the drawing and the 10 answers they gave this is a summary of their personality:

You are sensitive and indecisive at times. You are good at making friends and when the joyful moment arrives, you make the most out of it. You love your house and family. You are a gifted artist as well. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you. Your life is always full of changes. You are very tidy person. There's nothing wrong with that because you're pretty popular among friends. Your life is always full of changes.

You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You have a strong personality and you like to command, influence and control people.

You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. We also see that you are sensuous, sexual, and privately passionate. You don't think much about yourself.

my my.

i'm not in the mood for studying ):

2006-02-13T18:51:00.000+08:00

we try our lives away
yet stumble to the grave
we cry and still they say
the past won't go away

christina khoo aka my geog teacher says that less than 5 of us in the class passed the recent geog ca. oh THE JOY.

hohoho it's v day tomorrow! tab and i will be meeting up with faye and sophia (: haven't met them for so long! yay there'll be loads of sweets and chocolates and flowers and loveydovey thingggys everywhere <333 tomorrow will be a good day.

managed to get some gifts today with yaya. that girl doesn't appreciate my jokes and she laughs in the weirdest way. i have decided i shall not be nice to her because she told me she wouldn't be giving me a v day present and she sits at weird places while drinking bubble tea HAHA

well we got back out emath spring test today and the percentage of passes was only 29%?! more than half the class got F9. i thought it was quite funny when mdm lenny first showed us the analysis because i think 2/1's math was like the lousiest last time too haha. but then i realised it meant that lenny would be giving us more homework and that really sucks. eee i don't like her she's so ~~-fat-~~ and she didn't even teach us indices properly. she just threw us so much homework and expected us to complete it in quite short span of time. i wonder how she expects us to understand everything ): gosh just seeing her face or talking about her spoils my day. what a ~~-fatass-~~.

so yes tomorrow's the e math ca! all the best to everyone in 3/3! don't be disheartened by your spring test results okay
add oil add oil!

the doctor says my ingrown toe nail's like quite minor now. i just hope it doesn't get worse any time near my ballet exam!

i should be expecting to see many couples at orchard tomorrow haha.
have a very pleasant 140206 people!

2006-02-12T22:22:00.000+08:00

i like the background of this skin! it's so happy. and i like the caption that i put there too!
i think the skin's optimistic basically. (:

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee school tomorrow
sigh sigh sigh
ok goodbye

2006-02-12T16:38:00.000+08:00

cause all of the stars have faded away
just try not to worry
you'll see them someday
take what you need
i'll be on your way
and stop crying your heart out

okay i've got a new skin. i don't think i've ever had a white skin before! well it's always good to try something new.

i wonder when the feeling of nausea will go away. i went for the service at 9 today and i almost puked in the sanctuary. mom decided we should come home so yeah. tofu says we should go shopping next week instead because she's not free and besides there's alot of tests next week. ): oh well.

valentine's day is coming up very soon! everywhere's filled with teddy bears, hearts, balloons and i must say it's very pretty. well since v day's coming mom bought me this pillow case that's pink and full of roses! i love it. i've got paper and straw hearts (:D) all over my table and i've got a sign on my door that says happy valentine's day. haha cool eh.
andrea and i was just talking just now and we were thinking about how some people break up on v day and how some stay home to watch tv because they've got no special someone. i guess that to them, 14 feb would be the worst day of the year. haha then we started hoping and wishing that we wouldn't end up like that and yada yada.. man she's so full of shit :D

sigh, back to school tomorrow!
never expected sec 3 life to be this busy.

2006-02-11T12:33:00.000+08:00

and it's so unbelievable
to finally be alone
somewhere i never thought i'd be

well i've got a bit of time left before leaving for dance so i'm gonna do the quiz zan asked me to do (:

seven things that make me smile
# seeing people smile
# hugs
# music
# friends
# food
# scenery
# dancing

seven things to win my heart
# humour
# sincerity
# honesty
# personality
# style
# patience
# generosity

seven things i believe in
# God
# impossible is nothing
# happy endings
# no pain no gain
# dance
# religion
# love

seven things im afraid of
# the dark
# creepy crawlies
# loneliness
# failure
# the supernatural
# God
# heights

seven things i do everyday
# listen to music
# eat
# sleep
# breathe
# talk
# get envious
# worry

seven people i want to see now
# my brother
# sophia
# faye
# you
# and you
#
#

seven people who should do this
# chelsea
# chermaine
# tabitha
# chermain
# germaise
# liyana
# nadirah

2006-02-10T21:53:00.000+08:00

watched fun with dick and jane after school with tabi. it's not that funny for a jim carrey show but i guess it's passable.
after that we saw loads of these wordy tee thingys at outfitter girls and we decided to get one each! the phrases're so funky man.

sigh we've got tests everyday again next week. eeeeeeee
monday lit ca
tuesday a math spring test
wednesday ss ca
thursday english compre
friday bio ca

well miss ang says the english compre's gonna be late next week so for now i'll just suppose it's on thursday. man i'm beginning to dislike school even more.

haha you know mabye this blogskin's too sensual i'm gonna change it! i think i'm becoming bored of it anyway. well sorry if it sent out any wrong kind of message!

whateva' she said
then i'm that
if this here rocks to y'all, then react
whateva' she said
then i'm that
if this here rocks to y'all, then react
i miss doing hip hop with the nz workshop peeeeeeeeeps

2006-02-09T23:36:00.000+08:00

eddie's got 27 kids but he doesn't know
shame he'll never be around to see them grow
said he screwed a different girl after every show
but he was always way to gone to remember though

assembly today was totally stupid. mrs chia read us this letter of complain from a member of the public and the complainer was such a prick.
well so what if she didn't get a reply from the school? there wasn't a need to write to the forum right? i don't see what the big fuss's about i bet she's made racist comments before too.
hmm funny isn't it it seems like everyone's talking about racism these days

well the day's been quite sucky
like one minute i'm happy and the next i'm so down, i start whining and groaning i really pity some of the people sitting around me.
but i guess i still smile 'cos my friends do so yeah it's only polite to smile back and laugh along

sigh my dad just talked to me. and i really hate it when he uses that tone with me.
sigh i'm so messed up still.
so many tests so many complications so many frustrations i'm so tired.
rarh

well i guess the day's been made slightly better by a kind friend today.

all the best to those who're collecting their o level results tomorrow!

2006-02-08T22:27:00.000+08:00

she likes the boys in the band
i'm moving fast as i can
sliding over in her direction
pause to check out my reflection

okay tomorrow's the e math test and it's the last test of the week, FINALLY.
you don't know how relieved i am.
there's just been too many late nights and i feel so drained. i couldn't dance properly during dance today and i just had to embarrassed myself in front of jenny ng! well she's my ex teacher. and for some reason miss pang invited her to watch our class today S: talk about bad timing.. owell.

haha i found chem lab today quite interesting! like we got to play with all the different kinds of apparatus and some people like khai just had to make sick jokes :D
and stupid yaya pulls peoples' skirts up even though they're not wearing shorts! I'M GONNA DRINK MORE OF YOUR BLUEBERRY TEA YOU FARTER, I PROMISE (:

there's training tomorrow and i've got tuition after that eeeeeeeeeeeee
i still haven't caught i not stupid tooooo
i am such an outdated loser girl who stays at home to study all day hohoho

well i NEED to go shopping and tofu says she's like free over the weekend so yaaaay
happy happy happy i like talking about happy things whee

okay that sounded stupid i'm tired and i still need to do e math and think about how horrible the test and training and tuition will be tomorrow so bye bye

well i hope everone out there's feeling fine
remember that God loves you yay yay yay

):

feel like a guitar that's never played, will someone strum away

2006-02-05T21:57:00.000+08:00

sigh i dread going back to school tomorrow.

okay anyway

OBS photos!

our watch (: JUNKO!

cooking outdoors

at the top of SEA's oldest rock wall :D

while waiting for the boat to bring us back to civilisation hahaha (:

CNY celebrations!

in the hall (:

part of 3/3!
yay yay we'll soar to great heights yes?! (:

sigh. week full of tests, here i come!

just don't know what to do

2006-02-04T23:23:00.000+08:00

i want the things that i had before
like a star wars poster on my bedroom wall
i wish i could count to ten
and make everything be wonderful again

well i started off the day quite bad today.
garh ):

my brother came home today for a short while cos he had some medical thing but i wasn't home!
well my parents said that he brought 7 other friends over too like lee hsien loong's son HAHA
and terence was here too! he says i look alot like mom eeeee
actually everyone says that and i don't know whether it's a good or bad thing but yeah never mind!

it's my dad's birthday today and i think it's quite sad 'cos we didn't really celebrate it
he keeps saying it's okay and that we'll wait for my bro to get back.
gah anyway I LOVE YOU DADDY!!!

i feel horrid
i feel so nauseous and it feels like my heart's in my mouth
i think i'm not having enough sleep ):
i'm so tired physically and mentally, tired of everything.

yeeeeeeeeeeccccccccchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

2006-02-01T22:47:00.000+08:00

got back our e maths papers today! i thought i could do better.. S:
oh well, i shall not be disheartened and study harder!

felt so tired and lethargic at school today. and sickening tofu didn't come!
I MISSED YOU GIRL!
sigh maybe there's too much on my mind.

i'm burnt and i'm peeling! yuck it's so disgusting.
and we won today's match against sac, but somehow i just..
don't seem to care so much anymore.

they said you wouldn't make it so far
and ever since they said it, it's been hard
but never mind the nights you had to cry
cause you have never let it go inside
you work real hard
and you know exactly what you want and need
so believe and you can never give up
you can reach your goals
just talk to your soul and say

i believe i can, i believe i will
i believe i know my dreams are real
i believe i'll stand, i believe i'll dance
i believe i'll grow real soon
and that is what i do believe

i love this song, it's just so encouraging.

well i've got a few obs photos, gonna post them up soon!
till then, take care!

2006-01-31T22:21:00.000+08:00

when you're down and troubled
and you need a helping hand
and nothing, nothing is going right
close your eyes and think of me
and soon i will be there
to brighten up even your darkest night

you just call out my name
and you know wherever i am
i'll come running to see you again
winter, spring, summer or fall
all you have to do is call
and i'll be there, yeah, yeah, yeah
you've got a friend

what the hell am i doing ):
a hug from someone please?

2006-01-31T21:37:00.000+08:00

well today's cell visitation was quite fun it wasn't as bad as i thought!

school's starting tomorrow and we've got THREEEEE tests this week ): chem, bio and ss. sigh i don't understand chem and ss is still quite a blur for me, i just can't seem to write a whole essay as an answer. ):

we'll be playing against SAC tomorrow but i don't wanna leave class early tomorrow cos i wanna stay for geog! i like christina khoo's sudden exclamations of underline underline and MARIANNE CHONG!

i'm quite looking forward to seeing 3e3-ers tomorrow. heh

doesn't it seem like when some thing bad happens, more bad things follow?

so don't come round here and tell me i told you so

2006-01-30T23:27:00.000+08:00

the ghost of you

at the end of the world
or the last thing i see
you are never coming home
never coming home
could i should i
and all the things that you never ever told me
and all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
never coming home
never coming home
could i should i
and all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
for all the ghosts that are never gonna catch me

2006-01-30T22:05:00.000+08:00

today was a rather unproductive day.

well there'll be visitation with the cell tomorrow! we'll be going to each other's places. i was quite keen on it at first but now i don't really feel like going. S:
but i guess i should 'cos i haven't seen the cell people for a reaaaally long time and this would allow me to catch up with them more! and besides, i get to get more red packets :p how greedy.

and as you can see i just did a new layout! the idea's kinda the same as what i used to have last time i guess. but anyway i like it 'cos it's simple and the picture just makes me get lost in it..

i just heard from ele that mr ang invited some girls over to his house tomorrow? and i think sec 1s to sec 3s're not involved ): or maybe only the sec 3s're not involved. S: okay i should just stop thinking.

arhh i can't seem to describe the feeling i'm feeling now ):

2006-01-30T02:54:00.000+08:00

sigh i am so confused and messed up.

or maybe i'm just too tired from all the cards and drinks just now. ):

well at least the gathering wasn't as bad as i expected, the cousins look like they're doing great now and my dearest ahma is still so alive and kicking and all my uncles and aunties still have as much energy as they used to have playing mahjong and at the same time screaming and shouting for their kids to bring them food and andrea is PREGNANT! all i can say is, almost nothing has changed. that is definitely a good thing.

i've found i'm scared to know i'm always on your mind

2006-01-29T14:57:00.000+08:00

happy chinese new year all!

my cousins whom i only see for not more than 3-5 times a year are gonna come over later!
how fun.

i cannot wait to get my red packets! GRIN.

2006-01-27T22:54:00.000+08:00

BACK!

well it feels great coming back to civilisation! :D no more chlorinated water, dirty toilets or sleeping on hard floors. (:
i was in JUNKO (joonko) and our leader was this really sweet and friendly girl called CANDY! :D it consisted of people from 3/3 and 3/4. real glad that we managed to work together efficiently and happily although we were from different classes! (:

alright basically i kyaked, rock-climbed the oldest rock wall in southeast asia, did the flying fox, hiked, pitched tents, learnt how to belay, cooked outdoors and build a raft. haha that's what i remember! i don't know whether i forgot anything but if i realise i forgot something i'll tell you :D

hmm i made many friends and i learnt MANY thing! like never to give up so easily because you never know what you can acheive if you push yourself. and also learnt that you have to learn to cooperate with each other to achieve some things and never ever think that you're alone in this world! i'm really touched by all the people who encouraged me when i felt like giving up at some parts. THANK YOU. (:

well i guess overall OBS was fun! but i expected much more, i expected it to be much more fun and challenging. owell. it was a great experience anyway. (:

oh oh all the best for tk tennis b div! nationals have started. tk all the way!

by the way, some pictures of OBS will be up soon i promise!

didn't mean for things to turn out this way

2006-01-22T22:52:00.000+08:00

i'm riding on a crimson wave.
ARGH SO SHITTY
as if it's not bad enough, i've got people telling me things that make me feel even worse ):
sigh anyway, i hope OBS'll be as fun as i expect it to be! :D
shall try not to let all the red waves spoil my mood especially when it's time for..
KYAKING. ahhhhhhhha God please help me.

shopped with cher and tofu today!
it was crowded everywhere man yech

OBS HERE I COME!
don't miss me!
we'll be back on thursday and i'll come here to blog all about it. (:

TAKE CARE ALL AND GOD BLESS YOU!

2006-01-21T22:21:00.000+08:00

caught memoirs of a geisha yesterday with tab (:
it was good!
and finally a show where the asian actresses're not acting as whores or looking sluttishly at every man that passes them.
but somehow i thought it would've been a bit difficult for someone to follow the movie if he/she hasn't read the book. ha anyway it was a good film!

and something really weird happened after the show!
this china lady started talking to us and asking us all sorts of questions
and then suddenly this guy comes up to us and takes a photo for us with her.
aha go to tabi's for details. :D

GREAT. my derng just had to come TODAY
and we have OBS like on monday!
i wanna get the pill thing hahaha

my brother's back! (;

dad says i should go talk to mr ang on monday to clear my doubts.
and yeah i think i should, hopefully there'll be time before we leave for obs..

this burning heart is getting old
getting old
while sitting on this cold kitchen floor
head down to hide the tears
i've realized,
i've finally realized that you were never meant for me

2006-01-18T22:12:00.000+08:00

would you dance
if i asked you to dance
would you run
and never look back
would you cry
if you saw me crying
would you save my soul tonight

would you tremble if i touched your lips
would you laugh
oh please tell me this
would you die
for the one you love
hold me in your arms tonight

i can be your hero baby
i can kiss away the pain
i will stand by you forever
you can take my breath away

seems like there's no point in playing tennis anymore..
ifeellikeonebigfatloser)':

i want to drink bubble tea and there's a math spring test tomorrow.

cos you had a bad day

2006-01-17T21:51:00.000+08:00

stayed back after school for a while to help out with the CNY decor!
i hope our classroom turns out nice. (:

and today's math test went pretty fine
i think the teachers were out to scare us. how irritating aha.

went to make my ic after school!
hahahahaha it always seems that the pictures you take for your ez link cards
or whatever turn out disgusting.
or maybe it's just me, haha i don't know! never mind.

argh tests tests tests
there's only 3 tests this week and we're complaining so much already
i think the worst is yet to come.

why you gotta have to make things so complicated

2006-01-15T21:57:00.000+08:00

went for lunch at seoul garden with chels cher tofu and jam today.
loads of food and laughter!
felt great to be out with them again. (:

well time to forget all the fun and focus on the upcoming tests. ):

training tomorrow then tuition argh how fun.

it's quite hard to believe

2006-01-15T00:11:00.000+08:00

15 January 2006
happy birthday to NATALIE, JULIA, FAIZA and CHARMAINE LOW!

so who doesn't know what day it is today??

well i just got the biggest surprise!! joel just called me from china :D :D
my goodness the last person whom i expected to call me just did.
hahaha THANK YOU.

okay good bye now i'm on my way to the moon (:

2006-01-14T23:27:00.000+08:00

cca promo day was quite boring.
there were more parents last year, which meant more questions to keep us occupied.
and also this year's sec 1s're quite gu niang! yech.

had dinner with my parents just now.
we have it every year when someone's birthday is here but i guess this year's different cos my brother wasn't around.
oh well i hope he's feeling very fine and cool at the army cos his hair should allow him to feel that way.

sheesh i'm so not prepared for the tests next week.

and there's an audition tomorrow for the performance with the shanghai dance troupe thing!
915pm at thomson plaza.
they're mad lah SO LATE, SO FAR argh
don't they know that we have school the next day..
oh well.

sighhhh
dog is gone.
tests're here.
)':

hmm guess it's almost time to say BYE BYE 14!

2006-01-13T23:26:00.000+08:00

argh so many tests next week!
and i think the weekend's gonna be quite packed 'cos
there's like cca promo and ballet and tennis whatever?
sucks man.

2 more days!

don't worry about the world coming to an end today,
it's already tomorrow in australia.
i love this sentence. (:

2006-01-12T21:11:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGNES!
aha 13 years old already huh? i hope you'll have fun this year! treasure the freedom you have when you're sec 1! (:

it's been so gloomy, raining everyday.
kinda suits how i've been feeling lately i guess.

well well school work's getting pretty tough.
i dislike chem YECH like i see all the funny symbols and then i just give up 'cos i don't understand a thing. it is so sad.

and dad says that maybe we shouldn't keep the dog?
'cos he says jack russells're very difficult to keep, they actually go hunting for foxes and stuff. and they're very active! they bark alot and always pester you to bring it for walks..
he says he didn't spend much money on the dog cos it's from his friend so yeah it wouldn't be much of a loss.
sighhhh dogggggggggggy i'm gonna miss you shitting and peeing all over the place )':

sucks lah. like you get all excited and happy about something and the next moment it's gone.

does it mean that if you don't go for cell you actually want attention?
arggghhhhh

sometimes there're so many things on my mind and i really don't know what to do
so many questions yet so little answers ):
i dislike thinking about school and tennis.
i guess all i can do is sigh.

ain't no sunshine when you're gone

2006-01-09T23:14:00.000+08:00

my brother is back and he is coughbaldcough!

walks into the house with cap
me: YOU ARE BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *hugs let me see let me see your hair!!
bro: NONOONOOOOOOO!
grabs cap off
me: HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
bro: aww man.. (:

and he says training there isn't that tough yet and then my dad said maybe it's because the prime minister's son in the same batch so yea :D hohoho

hmm i still haven't thought of a name for my dog. it's getting so hyper now!

okay i guess classes have been quite fun
with people like YAYA sitting around me HAHAHA (okay i think her head's gonna get even bigger now) =P and also not to mention the other people like jannah and all :D yay.
maybe school isn't that bad afterall, butttt i still dislike it aha.

and i'm so sick of love songs
so tired of tears
so done with wishing
you were still here
said i'm so sick of love songs
so sad and slow
so why can't i turn off the radio?

i've got this song stuck in my head aha (:

okay i'm going off. bye byeeee!

2006-01-08T22:47:00.000+08:00

i haven't thought of a name for my dog!!! its a girl.
any suggestions? please say yes! (:

there's school tomorrow yech ):

hmm okay i'm making it a point to complete every
homework i get from now on. aha.

and natashaaaaaa! i'm so sorry i feel so guilty for eating your sweets ):
i'll buy you more if there's not enough okay! (:

my class has been playing the angel and mortal game since tuesday/wednesday
and i still haven't bought anything for my mortal! i'm so forgetful argh
i hope my mortal isn't angry with me

stay up all night to hear about your day

2006-01-07T23:57:00.000+08:00

MY PARENTS BOUGHT ME A DOG!
early birthday present (:
its about 1 1/2 months old, and its a cross breed.
jack russell and some other thing. (:
and its so small! like only a teeny wee bit bigger than my 2 hands put together.

it was such a surprise! like when i got to the car
i quickly reached in front for the stereo and then i heard something
moving in the box and i was like
ACK WHAT THE HELL?!
and then i opened it and ta-daaaah!

well but then when we came home my dad was asking me whether
i was sure i could take care of it and stuff
and now i'm having second thoughts about keeping it but yea
we'll just see how it goes. (:

and do you know that like all the 4G nanos in sg are sold out
URRRRRGGGGGGH ):
dad says we'll just wait for another model to come out then.
boo. i wonder how long i have to wait ): owell.

i've got tuition tomorrow. ):

i'm very tired.

i'll be there for you; these five words i swear to you

2006-01-06T21:01:00.000+08:00

what a week it's been!

well we're all in our new classes now and i guess mine's quite okay.. from what i heard and experienced after a few days of school, my teachers're not what i really expected to have and some of my classmates're pretty quiet.
all my friends seem happy with their classes and sometimes i wish i were in another class, but then again, maybe i'm just too hard to please.
we'll just see how it goes after a few more weeks, i'll probably grow closer and like my class more after OBS. (: looking forward to it!
i guess i shouldn't bother too much about it anyway, should concentrate on my studies!
i'm really determined to do well this year and i'm sure i'll be able to do it with His help. (:

my brother left for army today.
didn't send him off 'cos i didn't wanna skip school ahhaha.
sigh i don't know why but i'm worried about him! and i'm gonna miss him ): owell.
i hope he'll train hard and get the rank he wants (:

please take care my dearest brother!
someone's gonna be bald (:

training today was pretty bad.
i am totally off-form and i feel like giving up. ):
and coach qing makes it sound so easy, but does he realise
that some people do not want to co-operate and it's really not the CCA leaders' fault?

just shut up and kiss me
alex polstra said and then they kissed under the dim light
that lit the room with a familiar glow
SO SWEET SO SWEEEEEET i almost melted while watching tiramisu the other day D:
alex polstraaaaaaaa you are such a pretty boy.

life doesn't seem as colourful as before..
or maybe i'm just getting older. haaaaaa.

do you know what you are getting yourself into?

2006-01-02T21:57:00.000+08:00

okay i'm looking forward to seeing my friends tomorrow!
especially my new classmates (:

but i still dislike school. sigh

my parents are getting SO NAGGY.

and nat says there might be a spot check tomorrow? look at this

first day warning. hair cant touch collar. socks must be seen. nametag. fringe cant touch eyebrow. belt must be sewn. earrings. silver or gold ONLY. no short pinafore. fingernails. neat. socks, earrings not to standard will be thrown. hair not cut got proffessional hairdresser to cut for you.

rubbish man. and i heard that we might be having mid years again? SIGH.
sickening new principal..

and tofu says she's going to school at like 645 to chopp seats CRAZY WOMAN hahaha :D

owell sec 3e3 HERE I COME!!!

you're my brightest little firefly in my jar

2006-01-02T18:00:00.000+08:00

Eunice, your true color is Orange!

You're a bold, confident orange.
A warm, powerful color that indicates a strong, welcoming personality, orange is the mark of people who are social and extroverted by nature.
Vibrant, with an upbeat attitude, you have a bright, inviting demeanor. Energetic and fun-loving, you're a real friend-magnet.
Your easy charm and unassuming manner make you the sort of person people want to meet and get to know better.
Well-rounded and fun to be around, you enjoy helping others, so it's no surprise that orange also symbolizes attraction. Orange is an extraordinary color — for an extraordinary person.

HEH HEH (; ORANGGGEEEE!
why don't you go do it too? (:
http://web.tickle.com/color/

2006-01-02T16:03:00.000+08:00

look what i found when i googled "eunice ho" (;

new year resolutions:
- grow closer to God
- study harder and get good grades
- stop being rude to my parents
- lose weight
- be a good dancer
- be more patient and better tempered
- play better tennis
- learn drums

okay i hope i'll be able to make them come true

i guess 2005 was an okay year for me.
i made many friends, some great, some bad.
as for my results.. sigh.
i can see that my parents're really disappointed and they're gonna
expect me to do alot better in sec 3.

and i realised that my dad always takes the opportunity to
talk to me about things he'll seldom talk about when he drives me to the mrt station.

me: bye! i'll be back for dinner!
dad: it's raining/rather hot today let me send you to the station (:
me: errrrrrrrrrr okay

haha blogging is for people who have nothing better to do.

i'm getting into you in a way words can't describe

2006-01-02T13:36:00.000+08:00

aha!
go to this website if you want to sign the petition for the ban
of aerosol foam sprays or just to read about the complains of the people :D
everyone's against the banglas and it seems like all the
girls who were there got groped.
TO HELL BANGLAS!!

http://www.petitiononline.com/aerosol/

thank you lyn for the link!

2006-01-01T23:36:00.000+08:00

it's a little bit funny
this feeling inside
i'm not one of those who can easily hide
i don't have much money but
boy if i did
i'd buy a big house where we both could live

you and your beautiful soul

2006-01-01T20:57:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

okay i did so much walking yesterday my legs
ached so much last night haha

and yesterday's countdown at orchard was so wemnffvijeroigjoin crowded!

this is going to be a long post so please bear with me.

met soph at about 9 and then we started roaming around
and we wanted to go for the hip hop party at
ngee ann city, civic plaza! but then we figured that
it wouldn't be very worth it so yea.
and then today i heard that the ticket prices dropped to $10 at 3am? (haha soph)

so we just walked around and grabbed some stuff to eat.
went back to the area outside civic plaza at about 11+ and then
everyone just started to spray us with those foamy foamy thingggggggs
i think it's because they see us girls so they think can anyhow spray argh
at first we were quite okay with it BUT THEN THEY KEPT SPRAYING US
especially those STUPID BANGLAS SO WE DECIDED TO BUY OUR OWN CANS!
but it was still quite difficult to defend ourselves S:

before we knew it, it was 12! yay! it was pretty cool,
everyone counting down together (:
and then this stupid hum sup man in a red shirt
kept spraying us and gave us hugs and kept saying
"YAO HAO MA MA?" (translation: want number or not)
STUPID LAH YOU HUM SUP OLD MAN GO PICK ON SOMEONE YOUR OWN SIZE!!!!!!!
asshole.

and then a while after the countdown we wanted to leave
but then it was so freaking crowded and
the STUPID BANGLAS KEPT GROPING PEOPLE EVERYWHERE LIKE FREE )':
so anyway we walked fast and manage to like stand at
the side of the path, on the stairs
and then there were some other guys at
the stairs who had spray cans and all of us were like
SPRAY THE BANGLAS SPRAY THE BANGLAS GO GO GO! :D

so we stayed at the stairs for a while and when we finally wanted to
leave i saw josiah chee and his two friends jeshua and dominic!
so we went over and said hi and they managed to get us out PHEW.
without the guys i don't think we would ever've gotten out.

so we were squeezing our way through and then when we reached this..
plant area the STUPID BANGLAS started pushing and groping again!!!

then this guy wearing an orange shirt (who looks like sylvester sim BUT better :D)
at the plant area behind the railing was SO NICE he went
"AYE!! STOP IT! STOP SPRAYING!" to the STUPID BANGLAS and
grabbed soph's arm and then said "okay come in quick quick"
and then soph went under the railing.
but i was still out there! so he said
"HEY! STOP IT! STOP TOUCHING HER! STOPPPP!!!"
and then he kept saying "come in come in faster" and then i looked at
the ground there and i was thinking "huh you want me to step on the plants ah" but i went in anyway so YAY SAFE FROM THE STUPID BANGLAS!!

then we climbed up big steps and over railings hahaha
and FINALLY GOT TO SOMERSET MRT (:

we took a train to kembangan then we cabbed home from there
got home at about 2+ smelling like MANY STUPID BANGLAS
and we were pretty dirty after that haha

look at our hands and sophia's skirt!

it would've been quite fun without the stupid banglas and all the groping )':

ass i hope they all die a horrible death

okay so today!
church was good (:
speedlight worship's now.. different.
GOOD (:
and then the people from the camp shared their experiences and stuff. heh.
shall go for camp next year :D

OH MR ORANGE TEE SHIRT WHO REMINDS ME OF SYLVESTER SIM YOU ARE MY HERO
i'm sorry i forgot to thank you.

someday we'll know

2005-12-31T02:03:00.000+08:00

okay it's 1247am now which means it's
31 dec 2005!
the very last day of the year 2005.
sigh i wonder how the new year's gonna be like..
with all the ip people leaving.. all of us going to different classes..
SIGH i'm really gonna miss 2/1 and some other people!
i'm gonna miss screaming with the class whenever we see a lizard in the classroom :D
and.. everything else of 2/1! our class had a really good mix of people man!
ah.. reminiscence. sigh.

okay i've decided to do shoutouts to some people (:
[in no order whatsoever]

sophia:
sophia chew you min! just wanna say thank you for your company.
i'll never forget all the blur moments with you! you've been really sweet and your cuteness has never failed to brighten up my day or anyone's day (: i know we didn't really start off very close friends in sec 1.. and in fact you used to dislike me a bit right? haha! but i'm glad we got closer after that (: real glad (:
this year's c div tournament would never have gone like it did without you, captain. thank you and continue being that great tennis player that you are yea! and it's also pretty cool that your brother and my brother're good friends and we're both good friends also huh :D
sigh. i'm gonna miss you girl )': all the best in TJ and don't ever forget me okay! cos i know i'll never forget you (: i love you and God bless!

faye:
faye! you're a girl with loads of emotions in you man. haha.
thank you for giving me a listening ear whenever i needed one.. you always had and still have stories for us and you always laugh silently! haha.
tuition would never have been the same without you.
also, thank you for being a good doubles partner! your constant encouragement really did force me to push on. i wouldn't deny that we haven't had a bit of a misunderstanding sometimes, but i'm glad we still stayed real good friends yea? thank you so much for everything and all the best in TJ. i'm gonna miss your hugs and stories and everything. sigh. ): take care. i love you.

chermaine:
chermaine my darling. there's so much to say about you that i don't even know where to start. haha. well, i'm sure extremely glad that we grew much closer in sec 2.
we had quite a few quarrels in sec 1 didn't we? i'm happy to say that i've forgotten all about it and all that's left in my head is all the fun and sweet memories i've had with you and the rest. you were there whenever i needed a listening ear or company.
i'm gonna miss drinking barley and eating curry puffs with you at the back of the class (:D), i'm gonna miss the sound of your chair moving to chelsea's and my table whenever the teacher asks us to get into groups, i'm gonna miss you sharing secrets with me, i'm gonna miss everything about you girl. )':
i really do hope that we'll keep in touch ya? stay great and God bless you in whatever you do! and i hope perth's doing fine (;

jamie:
jamie low! the girl who eats SO MUCH and NEVER grows fat AT ALL. haha. we were always coming up with lies to tell your mom so that you could go out with us. hahaha what naughty girls.
anyway, you've been really nice and you never failed to turn back and help me with math during math lesson. (: i'm sorry if i got really impatient at times and just shut you off with a "ARGH I STILL DON'T GET IT! NEVER MIND FORGET IT."
really sorry okay! thank you for all your help ya. i appreciate it (:
i wish you all the best in your new class next year! take loads of care. <3

chelsea:
chelsea pua wan yi (: the girl who's ever so cool and doesn't laugh at my lame jokes HAHA :D kidding. (: i've been sitting beside you in class for 2 years! it's been fun talking to you during lessons man. i still remember the first day of school, you were SO quiet and didn't dare to make eye contact with me! HAHA. those were the HAIR-ALL-GELLED-UP-AND-PULLED-BACK days (: anyway. all the best in 3e2 ya? we're just next to each other! so yes keep in touch alright? God bless! <3

charmaine aka tofu:
TOFU YOU NEH NEH BU SOU!!! hahahaha. having you in my life has definitely made school days more fun. your laughter is contagious and i think you're the only one who REALLY laughs at my jokes HAHA :D anyway, we're going to be in the same class next year right so ya i don't feel sad at all when i'm typing this HAHAHAHA. just wanted to say thank you for being such a great bud (: love you babe and we'll be great pals forever yes! ;D

zaneta:
zaneta tan (: sometimes i really wonder what happened to us.. owell. i guess there were and there still is quite a few misunderstandings between us huh? anyway, a new year's here which means a new beginning! (: whatever that happened, has happened. let's try to forget about it? yea (: i still remember the fun times we had when you were still together with us :D yea.. nice memories. haha. alright. here's wishing you all the best in the new year with your new class! take loads of care and keep that great dancing up yea (: God bless ya girl.

lyn:
lyn! thank you for all the encouragement you've given me in your letters (: okay not only in your letters.. but, yea, everytime! thank you for always encouraging me (: i'll never forget your shrieks and falls during tennis trainings, and also your enthusiasm. keep that fire in you burning and all the best in 3e4 next year dearie! oh and thank you for always volunteering to help. we'll keep in touch through letters or something ya? take loads of care!

avril:
you've been one drama girl (: and a great prefect too! all the best in NJ ya? keep rockin' on for Christ and take loads of care!

clare:
i don't think she'll actually read this but never mind (: clare! you're so irritating at times! hahaha. and you're always eating calbe hot and spicy chips :D i'll never forget your sarcasm and how you always felt happy when everyone felt down. haha. anyway, all the best in TJ yea? and do keep in touch! i'll write you a letter or send you an email sometime. by the way, thank you for your christmas card! (: God bless.

qingyuan:
QINGYUAN!!! you've been one really eccentric girl! HAHA. i'm gonna miss you sitting diagonally behind me :D you're so funny and supportive! take loads of care ya and all the best in 3e8! (: <333

jiaxin:
jia xin! another blur one :D anyway, thank you for designing our class shirt ya! all the best in basketball and studies! you're just next door so yea i guess we'll still be seeing each other quite a bit. (: take care girl!

wei jia:
hello wei jia! people used to think that we were sisters right? haha :D anyway, i think we used to be quite close like in the beginning of sec 1. but after a while we just.. drifted apart like that. pretty sad huh. owell! haha anyway, it's been great knowing you! stay smart and happy (:

gita:
gita MY MORTAL from nepal! you've been one drama queen (: i used to dislike you a bit in sec 1 because i thought you were a bit freaky HAHAHA really sorry! but after that i realised that you're one funny, nice, crazy and loud girl. always the first to scream whenever we discovered a lizard in our class. haha!

syazana and valencia:
you two girls are so cute! and yaya, you are so funny! and the way you blog is.. WHOA. hahahaha indescribable(sp?) anyway, we're gonna be in the same class next year! yay (: see you guys real soon!

tabitha:
NOTHING FOR YOU!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA :D

okay i guess that's about all.
for those whom i didn't give a shoutout to, i'm sorry!
sigh i'm so gonna miss 2/1 and the tennis peeps!

owell. wow it's already 2. took so long to type the shoutouts D:
okay i think it's because i was chatting and sending songs to faye too.
haha whatever i'm turning in
night (:

your hands were shaking

2005-12-30T23:53:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOFU!

you've been a great pal (: thank you for all the fun and laughter you've given me!
school days have definitely been more fun with you and the others around (:
love ya loads!

i felt really sick during ballet today
actually i think i'm beginning to feel sick very often
sheesh.

and i managed to talk quite a bit to bernita today.
sigh cleared somethings up i guess?
but..
groaaaan ):

oohtomorrowtomorrow
ihopeiwontacttoostupidaha
soscary

you kicked a whole in the sky so the heavens would cry over me

2005-12-29T23:57:00.000+08:00

daddy
i think you understand in a different way

without a doubt you are my rhyme and my reason

2005-12-29T22:40:00.000+08:00

sec 4 farewell today was pretty alright i guess
they played amazing race and we were like the station masters
haha the last stop was changi airport's fish and co.
so yea we had dinner there!
and the waiters sang us their you know. song. haha (:
anyway i wish all the sec 4s all the best in whatever they do!

wandered around the airport after that for a while
and then we went to candy empire to buy candy! :D
i wanted to buy the beef jerky but it was out of stock
SICKENING.

okay so there's ballet and tuition tomorrow
which means i won't be free for dinner with cherm or avril's musical
HOW FUN
)':

sheeeesh school reopens on tuesday!
oh pooo

i'm begging you to be my escape

2005-12-28T22:32:00.000+08:00

ATTENTION ATTENTION ALL TENNIS GIRLS OF TKGS
(hahaha i've always wanted to do that :D)
sec 4 farewell is TOMORROW!
we're meeting at 1 at parkway's taxi stand
message li sze whether you're coming or not ASAP!
her number is 91515***
well if you don't have her number you can always message me
I'M SURE YOU KNOW MY NUMBER!
okay so yes see you tomorrow (:

today was a good day

met tabi and she got into the wrong train AGAIN
i think this's the third time already what a blur girl :D

headed to orchard and we wanted to watch family stone but
there were no previews so yea
lunched at pastamania and we saw 2 very weird girls! (haha tab)

shopped around and then we decided to go to bugis!
hahaha
and then we decided to have ice cream at swensens!
talked a whole lot and we had confessions
hahaha well sorta :D

hmm went for ballet after that
ballet was good!
i kinda like the class on wednesdays cos we do more free work (:
yay

when i look at the stars

2005-12-28T01:11:00.000+08:00

she's so pretty but she
doesn't always act that way
her mood's out swinging on the swing set
almost every day
she said to me that she's
so happy it's depressing
and all i said was
"someone get that girl a mood ring"

whydoifeelasifyourebringingmeonarollercoasterridesometimesifeelsofcukedupandi
wantthingstogofasterbutidontfeellikedoinganythingcosiprefersomeonetomake
thefirstmoveratherthaniandistilldontknowhowyoufeelformecosnothingsbeen
saidandsometimesireallywonderaboutmanythingsandihavesomuchtosay
butdontknowhowtoandnowthisisstartingtomakenosensesigh

oh God would you please light my fire again?

right now i'm all emo

goodbye

2005-12-27T23:21:00.000+08:00

ballet today was quite good
and i still need to lose weight
hmm i guess i've almost decided what dance
i want to dance for the exam already!
just that i'm still not too sure of character.. owell
yay yay ballet fun fun fun

met my bro and dad after that and we went to
get contacts and my brother went to get army glasses hahahaha
he's gonna be one of those smelly guys in the army uniform
you see on the mrt every saturday!
YECH disgusting.

then i got my tennis shoes!
nice (:

then we met mom
and she gave me this stuffed dog for i don't know what reason
and i actually like it YAY!
it's orange (!) and has the word DOG on it and the legs're like dangly (!) HA
cute right cute right YES YES

had dinner at cartel yummmm :9
then we went over to plaza sing
to look at curtains!

and then after like 45 mins at spotlight daddy was like
so who wants to change curtains!
and then my bro and i just stared at him and went like
HUH NONE OF US WANTS TO CHANGE CURTAINS!
how stupid! haha

shopped around plaza sing for a while more
and because today's tuesday
so it's gelare day!
bought ice cream and waffles and then we headed home

it's such a fat day
i'm gonna miss my brother when he goes to army SIGH

who i am hates who i've been

2005-12-26T23:57:00.000+08:00

euniceHOHOHOHO MERRY CHRISTMAS! :D
i'm one day late SORRY!

by the way
thank you everyone for all your christmas wishes, cards and presents!! (:

sigh
why does it seem that christmas loses its sparkle year after year?
owell

anyhow.
caught narnia with tabi on christmas eve!
and we were so worried we couldn't get tickets BUT as you
know the lido theatre has like MANY MANY seats so ya :D
the show's not bad (:
went over to chay's place after that to carol
and when the carolling ended at about 11 we
headed to changi airport for supper (:
stayed there till about 1 plus 2? then came home and we opened presents yay!
daddy says he'll only give me my present next year when it's close to my birthday.
bummer.

so hmm sunday was christmas day!
went to church and then went over to chay's place after that
stayed over and we watched videos like there was no tomorrow
haha just got back not long ago and i feel so fat now i've
been eating so much! goodness

and it's only like 5 days to the year 2006!
only like how many days till school reopens?!
new classmates new books new classroom BLABBER BLABBER BLABBER
and i haven't even started my holiday homework
arrrrrhhhh

i always feel that i've got so much to say
but when i eventually come to blog all the thoughts that were running
in my head like wild kids running after the ice cream man just
seem to disappear and it sucks S:
owell

oh and now i don't know how i'm gonna spend my new year's eve? ):
my parents say we're having a party and their friends're
coming but i wanna spend it with MY friends too?
sometimes i think it's really good that you have a lot of freedom..
but what's the point of having so much freedom when the
friends you're close to don't have as much freedom as you do?

ok i think i'm starting to complain too much
i should go now.

how do i tell her?

and maybe it just wasn't meant to be

so tell me what you want what you really really want

2005-12-23T12:22:00.000+08:00

haha my brother's lame and so am i so
yea you wouldn't wanna know what
we sound like when we go shopping together haha :D

i'm gonna blog about my wonderful dinner with soph tab and faye (:

met in the evening at the esplanade and we checked out the restaurants there
but had dinner at country manna at suntec in the end (:
dinner was great! we all got so stuffed haha

THEN! we went to that fountain of wealth thingy
and we made wishes!
i didn't know that we could make wishes there HAHA
so yea anyway we did and it was REALLY STUPID! but fun :D
we got all wet cos it was raining and.. yea.

so after that we got this really huggge candy floss
and i think soph and i got a sugar rush and
we kept singing different versions of JINGLE BELLS hahaha out loud
so darn silly.
ok so we walked back to esplanade
then this lady at the esplanade gave us some..
card thing that we could write on and
then when we were done she would hang it on
those stands that can be found on the pathway by the river (:

THEN after that!
we went on a boat ride!
you know those bump boats thingyyyyyyyy :D
ya took that from esplanade to clarke quay
checked out the food there and everything then we headed home.

SIGH it's so sad to say goodbye.

and i really LOVE christmas!
but somehow i get very sad when i hear christmas carols
i have no idea why ): owell.
haha

silent night
holy night
all is calm
all is bright
'round yon virgin mother and child
holy infant so tender and mild
sleep in heavenly peace
sleep in heavenly peace

TWO MORE DAYS TO CHRISTMAS!

life is a road and i wanna keep going

2005-12-22T03:09:00.000+08:00

i said ain't nothing but tutti fruity
get on the floor if you got that booty
shake what your mama gave ya
shake what your mama gave ya

dance; too much booty in your pants
dance; too much booty in your pants
well shake that ass bitch and let me see what you got
i said shake it, don't break it
it took your mama 9 months to make it
i said shake it, don't break it
it took your mama 9 months to make it
scrub the ground
hold it

;D

marina taught us the dance steps for this
totally cool (:

stupid darren.
i know who your best friend is!
emily

yawnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

heaven bend to take my hand

2005-12-22T00:57:00.000+08:00

christmas shopping today with tabithaaa!
got almost everything i wanted yay!
and she's the most asfjoiwejgoiwej girl ever HAHAHA you wanna know why?
well let's see.
she didn't know that there was such a thing called mp4 [HAHAHAHA]
she thought this bus was going to paya lebar mrt but in the end it went to bedok mrt
she always can't hear me and i always have to repeat what i say [HAHAHAHA]
she laughed at me when i said "i think i am so funny" jokingly [grrrrr]
she takes pictures in a weird way
aha you know what there's many more things and i think i should write all this in a testimonial on friendster for her because that's what she'll probably want me to do instead HAHAHA so yes basically tabi is the most eroijsgoivj girl ever :D

i'm going christmas shopping tomorrow with my bro (:
followed by an awesome dinner with tabi soph and faye!
yes yes can't wait heeee heeee i love them (:

on sleepless roads the sleepless go

2005-12-21T00:17:00.000+08:00

Rules
Bold the following that are true about you, italicize things you wish were true, add one true thing about you, and then tag five more people

I miss somebody right now.
I don't watch much TV these days.
I love olives.
I own lots of books.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.
I've watched porn movies.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm TOTALLY smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
I hate the rain.
I'm paranoid at times.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast.
I have fresh breath in the morning.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
I like the way that I look.
I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.
I know how to cornrow. (??)
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I think prostitution should be legalized.
I think Britney Spears is pretty.
Slept with a Suitemate.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
Enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop than eat.
I would classify myself as ghetto.
I'm bourgie (??) and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal.
I don't hate anyone, I dislike them.
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past six months.
I've rejected someone before.
I currently like someone.
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I am a member of the Tom Green fan club.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.
I have at least 5 away messages saved.
I have tried alcohol before.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal.
When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum.
I enjoy some country music.
I would die for my best friends.I
think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I watch soap operas whenever I can.
I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story".
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I have dated a close friend's ex.
I like surveys/memes.
I am happy at this moment.
I'm obsessed with guys.
Democrat.
Conservative Republican.
I go for older guys/girls, not younger.
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I can work on a car.
I love my job.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup.
I believe in prophetic dreams.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
Hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went to college out of state.
I am adopted.
I like sausage.
I am a pyro.
I love the Red Sox.
I have thrown up from crying too much.
I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colors.
I love Dear Abby.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I think school is awesome.
I think pigtails serve a purpose.
I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I don't like multi-textured ice cream.
I think John Cusack is adorable.
I f**king hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays.
I watch Food Network way too much.
I love coaching youth sports.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I would not be friends if they weren't family.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I love vaginas.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I know who Santos L. Halper is.
I read trashy romance novels and I am ashamed.
I love wrestling.
I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all.
If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner.
I'm an artist.
I have a goal to collect every Johnny Depp movie ever made.
I have an unhealthy Taco Bell obsession.
I have had a crush on a cartoon character when I was a kid.
I have spent more on anime and manga than many spend on computers or other high end products.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I'm nursing a craving for hokkien mee.

one true thing about me: i'm very temperamental.

five other people: chels, tofu, lyn, chermain, jamie

maybe i'm just too sensitive